Its coming back!

Its been a year right.So Ramadhan is coming back,Yeah so lepas ni dah x boleh nak mencarut2 bergosip makan minum.NAFSU pon kena jage since syaiton dah kene ikat ;p hahaha.Tapi kawan2 aku banyak jadi mcm setan.Ish2.;p

Life been so hard now.I wish i can settle this shit soon.Raya is round the corner.I want be happy on Hari Raya not tearing something.Fuck yeah.I hope this Ramadhan will makes me strong. :)

So i'm waiting for sahur time right now.Dont want sahur too early bcoz i will get hungry at noon or aroung in the evening.haha.I have to work on night shift.Dayum 7pm until 4am.I have no life aite.?When i will get time to "berbuka" with my family or my friends.?How bout terawih.?Work is work i guess.Have to work la get some money.Wanna help my Ummi since she been through a hard time now.

I already miss my terawih today. :( I was sleeping bcoz i sooo tired.I went out with my girl spending my time with her.Having lunch together,skating together ;p while i still have time for her.Nanti puasa dah susah nak jumpa kan bby. :( i will miss you :|

So i hope you guys dong great with your things.PUASA penuh tau.Nanti x boleh raya. hhaha

:)

Hey guys,I guess i'm doing good. So you guys should good too :)

I've nothing to story to tell you guys,I wanted to update this shit but i don't know what to fill this blog.Gimme idea.?Opss i dont have many followers like yours,but still i have a good reader. :)
43 followers was good to me than 400++ who dont know what you wrote inside your fucking blog.I'm not doing vblog bcoz you'll say i'm copying you.Right.?HAHA.
Owh yeah.I still shooting for the short story.Wait eh. :)
Ok la bye2.Going to skate

bubye.
-truly capik

Still the same

Hey guys,hows your thing going.?doing good.?Not me.damn.But i still here.Keeping the secret keeping the anger.But who cares right.?
Ok i went to SMK Cohcrane last saturday,And i had a good day.:) Yeah i lose at the 2nd round but its ok la .Still have a good time there.

I guess the finacial problem already at critical zone.Damn i need money la.My boss not give me the service point YET.And i already borrowed Ehsan RM110 and i dont to add up the debt.Damn.I want to use my money for my own things not paying debt.Ok.? And i'm working not for you but for my self and Ummi. HEll yeah.

-truly capix

Its not so bad la

Hahahaha.Act i had a good day yesterday.Me and eto went to KLCC and skate.Had a good time there,chilling there and suddenly a group of students came to the park and watching us.HAHA. Malluuuuuuuuu.Then went back to home and shower anddd went to cafe working la.I'm so sleepy and i was sleeping behind the freeze suddenly eto throw a glass of water to me,Thats rude ok.I was throwing back to him from glass to small container into BALDI.HAHAHAHA.Let war! We just keep throwing water here and there.Dayum We went back dgn basah kuyub.HAHA whats whats up.HAHA.AND on the way back we were being chased by dog.HAHAHA.we were running like hell la.sampai rumah tido.

-you may had a bad day but still have friends to make your days shine.cheer up!
-trulycapik

Haih,I dont like this

Hey guys,how are guys doing.?good.?Having a good day.?That good.
Well I'm not happy for a few days and now still feel a lil bit down.Why i'm the one who always trying to makes it right,yeah i'm the man and have to start the move.Fuck you! Aku je always nak kene selesaikan masalah.

You not on my side when i have the problems,you never pull me up when i'm down,you never understand who i am.I already said it to you,THIS IS OUR'S NOT MINE MOT YOURS.So you gonna move you ass and start the move,I don't want to settle this shit because i already tired la.Come on la why its always me.?Its start from you.from you! so stop blaming me friends with girls la.Owh yeah tell your friends dont be such an asshole! ok.Motherfucking biatch!!Dont be the "batu api" Its not good ok.I dont like it like seriously.I'm not gonna make the move until you're change ok.?I"ll be waiting for you.If you dont want this relationship anymore.Just tell me we can just walk away.ok.? Life must goes on.

p/s i know you may not read this but I LOVE YOU.

Its getting good now :)

Hey guys how are you.?

My life getting good right now,but still have a few probs to settle down.Anyway I already settle my work and gave it to my big boss! So I dont have to worry bout that anymore.:) My relationship with my girlfriend already been good now. :) We smiling again but i miss her.Its been a while.

Owh yeah one story to tell.Someone has came to my life before i getting good with my gf,She taking care bout me and wake me up and more.Who is she.?lets be a secret ok.She's nice and cute too!But suddenly she getting mad bout nothing,she never tell me.Maybe she was jealous,bcoz i'm already good with my gf.
So here my confession.

-Yeah i started to love you,You're nice,kind,caring and a lot more.But...I already have mine,and i love her alone.I dont want to lose her for the second time.Its nice been friend with you.I mean it.You makes me smile.But i guess its not our time ok.I'm sorry.But kalau ader jodoh x kemane kan.? :) Friends.?

To my gf.Please dont jealous or what or whatever. ok.?

Problems.

Owh ok shit happen to everybody right.But i guess i dont think my gf on my side.I dont know,suddenly its happen,Suddenly our relationship just like collapse.Its not good.I dont want to be a dick,I have financial problem.I dont have any money on my pocket and i dont have any credit for a week now.She never send me a text ask me either i'm good or not.What she doing is busy with her FB and her friends.Damn.I know she hiding something from me,and i dont like that.Yeah seriously.I dont want our relationship just end FOR SECOND TIME.But If this shit keep happening,Should I keep "smiling" for that.I dont think i'm that strong ok.I already tried my best to save our's so its your time but if you dont care i guess its time to move on.

down already
-truly capix

Photojournalism

Hey guys.Do you like to taking picture.?I DO.Yeah its been a while i dont giving my camera a hug.;p Its already 3 years i been doing some photography things.Yeah I admit I seen my improvement of taking picture.From snapshot to street to candid to studio and portrait and Skateboarding too.Its fun to get picture that you what.You get the satisfaction.I love taking picture of dude skating and some talents,but all i want is want to be a photojournalist.I love to take picture that i can tell the story inside that picture.Yeah I love writing too,but sometime i get lazy,yeah you know i'm a lazy boy.HAHAHA.



I love to see other culture around me, i want to see the muslims in China.Taking picture of their daily routine and tell the world.or Some kid dance inside a riot is quite interesting too.or a journey to anywhere and sharing with you guys.National Geographic photographer always be my dream.Travel around the world and taking picture of animal,people,landscape and maybe underwater. ;p and sharing to all the people around the world.



I was planning for my future,i'm not gonna take my DEGREE on journalism its gonna be hard one.Thats for sure right.?AHAHAHA.I'll be taking Audio and Visual for the Degree shit and Maybe another 2 years or more dip in Journalism or maybe i just doing both of them.



But now i been busy with cafe stuff and all other shit,i'll try to taking some picture if i can some time.So thats it i wanna to share with you guys.Take care guys.

-truly capix

Facebook.

I guess i wanna deactivate that shit as soon as posible.Facebook makes my life up and down.Dayum,wasting my time like hell,makes my work tertunggak2 and bcoz of facebook always fighting with my girl.So i decided gonna deactivated that shit soon.Ok.? Follow me on this shit and TWITTER. :)

See you guys later.Going to work already :) stay cool!

I dont want to be alone

Hey guys.How things going.?Doing good.Keep smiling ok. :D

Wow i just woke up from a terrible dream.Holy shit! I dont want to lose my gf and my friends.Like seriouslly who wanna hear my problems or whatever shit if i dont have anybody on my side.Who wanna hug me when i'm scared ;p .Can you imagine,you wake up and all you realized that you all alone in this cruel world.I guess you guys will scared too.Right.?
I'm a boy who have many friends laughing together,playing together,skating together,singing together.We doing many things together.I guess i can't laughing alone if i'm gonna be a maniac.Who wanna pull you up when you fall if you dont have any friends,Who wanna make you laungh when you on a hardtime.?Everybody must have friends.At least ONE!Like seriously.I still in shock right now.Damn.

So dont make your friend like a ball,dont be such an asshole!OK. lets smiling together because i have you friends!Thanks.I'm happy

-truly capix

Its not your fault baby

Hey baby i know now things change right.?Its not gonna be the same anymore.All I can i'm sorry.I was busy with my work annd my skateboarding and doing all the shit,and I may leave you behind for a while.But I wanna you to know that no matter what happen i will try to pull you by my side,I never wanna leave you behind and i fucking dont want to lose you for the second time.I love you like the first day i know you,we just laughing together on that time,enjoying our time together.I love you dear and i miss u.Dont change because you already perfect for me.

-truly capix